I'm sorry to rant but I need to off load, my oh and I are having problems and I'm past knowing what to do! I'm really stressed and catching every bug going round.....at the moment I have a streaming cold and at a guess would say ear infection I'm in agony, I'm also partially death in that ear so it really effects me. .....anyway oh said he would sort the little man out as I'm not well and I can have a rest upstairs, great! I can hear him playing etc and he comes upstairs every now again to make sure I'm ok he's usual self then all of a sudden he switches and I know it's because he's tired but suddenly I get strange looks and he looks like a depressed child and I feel guilty so now he's in bed because he went to bed late and I'm suffering downstairs sorting out little man and doing dinner etc.......
I know it sounds pathetic but it always feels like I take the back seat and funny enough whenever I'm ill he suddenly gets ill to but I know he's fine he's just tired! It happened when I had jack to the night before we came home I was on morphine and in so much pain the next night I was at home doing everything for a screaming baby whilst he laid on the sofa doing nothing because he felt sick!.....Aaaaaaaaaarrrrgggggghhhhhhhh! X