Hurts so bad :(

[Kiki34]

I only started taking Metformin in Feb 2013 and was not too optimistic that I would fall pregnant as quickly as most of the reviews that I had read - But i did! Friday last week I woke up with what I though was just bad period pains, but even after my usual dose of ibuprofen, the pain would not subside, so I spoke to NHS Direct who said they would send an ambulance straight away! Anyway, to cut a long story short, I was 8 weeks pregnant and lost my baby I feel like someone handed me a miracle and ripped it away from me within seconds! I had no idea i was pg. No morning sickness like I did with my son (he's 7yrs old), or anything.

I had to have D & C op on Tuesday, and that was such a terrifying experience. I kept wondering what would happen if I didn't wake up from the op and never got to see my loved one's again.

I just feel lost, lonley and this pain in my heart feels like it will never go away

[gemstone83]

Kiki - I am so so so very sorry for your loss. It is truly awful to lose much wanted baby and you need to let yourself grieve. Take time out if you need to and do something kind to yourself. Sending you big hugs xxxx

[Kiki34]

Thanks Gemstone xx

[Sazwell]

I know exactly how you feeling honey.. It's does get easier with time although it definately doesn't feel like it right now!!
Take time if you need to grieve as gem says. (((((massive hugs))))) your not alone if you need to talk all the lOvely ladies on here understand how your feeling if you need to talk xxx