hello me dears, thought i would share my latest MC experience with you. I havent told anyone bar OH quite what happened in April last year
although TTC i had no idea i was pregnant (no AF = no signs!). on way home on bus started getting period pains and though yay, maybe AF soon. got home, realised it wasn't AF and within the next 4 hours I'd had a mini labour all alone on my bathroom floor, passed the sac and alot of pain. then it suddenly stopped. the pain literally disappeared, bleeding stopped. NHS direct were useless and said 'go see your GP' and refused to getme an ambulance as I hadn't taken a preg test

OH came home to find me near collapse. lcoal hosp wouldnt admit me despite being type 1 diabetic. went home, had dinner.
that evening my friend from abroad who has PCOS and was TTC for 3 years rang - to tell me she was pregnant. i threw the phone into the kitchen wall - dents still there
next day i went back to work - i am mad. i work in a kids hosp. how i held it together i do not know. OH nearly locked me in the house the next week to make me rest up bless him. what got me was the utter raging hormonal sexual desire/hornyness i had for the next 4 days....i could have ravaged OH every few hours !!
things take a while to get back to normal in the bedroom, OH is a darling and so good to me, so what has utterly suprised me is my emotional reaction to the MC and subsequent PCOS, hair loss etc. I am a very strong lady, happy, funny, loves music and gigs and bit of a 'bon viveurre' who gets on with life but now even an advert with ababy in sets me off. i guess my head is messed around, but i can cope. i lost both my parents within 3 weeks of each other 2 years back -that plus MCs given me the mental strength to cope with anything now. even a doctor who told me i needed a gastric band not clomid...and that a gastric band would cure my type 1 diabetes.....
what makes me laugh is that to top it all, we are back to our normal full on BD'ing and OH goes and gets work where he is 200miles away from home for 4 nights week....

priceless!
keep positive ladies,
jjx
crikey - BFP - EDD 25 Dec 2011 but will be deliverd 2-3 wweks early, fingers crossed for an amazing Christmas 2011.