well ladies the first meeting with the lad didn't really work out as i didn't meet him. i had to change the day of us meeting from last thursday to today i sent him a couple of messages to let him know and to see if it was alright. which he said he would still like to meet me but for me i just wasn't ready i haven't talked to him since and i do feel guilty but i am new to all of this oline dating and also dating in general. i think it's my confidence that is getting in the way and i don't know what to do to build it up. any ideas are welcome thank you for reading.
jen x