Hi everyone,
I have not been on the boards much lately. Just a bit about me to fill you in first. I am 39 next month, I have had a MMC, and a failed IVF cycle in 2013. I took a break to get married. I have one embryo frozen. I was planning on using it before the end of the year however, I fell very ill with depression and had a nervous breakdown resulting in leaving my job and I have not worked for 8 months. I also went back on the pill temporarily to help control my hormones and depression. I may have secured a job on a probationary period for September so I have to prove myself and have good attendance in order to get a permanent contract. My issue is now having to push the IVF back again as I would end up taking time off and this would not help. A baby is important to me but I also need a job! What are my chances of postponing until next summer by which time I will have had my 40th birthday? I'm really anxious that I will be leaving it too late, plus I may not have my NHS funding anymore as I was supposed to have the FET in 2014. I just feel that this will give me time to settle in a new job, lose the 2 stone I have gained from my depression medication and get myself in a better place mentally to try again, this may also be the last time we try. Your thoughts and advice are very welcome xxxx